It started out in small glances and hidden smiles. The small things are the best things, the slight brush of fingers handing in a paper, the slight touch of his chest as I walk past, and the desirable scent that he always left behind. It was the small things like rain drops that built to send a flood in the middle of my heart. Every day I cherished these little moments till my heart was swelling with love towards a very smart man. A man that I shouldn’t love or basely desire. A man that I had no business wondering how his arms feel wrapped around my waist or how his lips taste. A man so out of my reach that even the thought of it alone is almost impossible. Simply, I was in love with my college professor Daniel Dray. He was the new philosophy teacher in my department and though at first I thought it was going to be hard after a few days he melted into the sweet caring man I had grown to desire. I don’t know much about him, or really anything about him besides his name and how his laugh made me sigh longingly. He had a scruffy beard and short hair. His arms were always what got me. They looked so strong I longed to have them wrapped around my waist protectively and possessively. He wasn’t a sexy man or even a man of great stature in fact besides his arms I couldn’t tell you why I was so attracted to him besides the fact I was. As the weeks passed I started becoming more and more distracted in class by wondering thoughts about him and me. Soon he noticed and one day asked me to stay after class. After everyone had left he closed the door and I began to feel my heart race and my face blush as images of naughty things flooded my mind with the ‘click’ of the door closing. He turned and sat down and after a shared contact of eyes proceeded to say, “Kate, I’ve Escort Başakşehir noticed you have been really distracted lately, is there anything wrong?” I looked down, playing with my fingers nervously and stuttered out, “Um no it’s just um well I’ve been umm a bit distracted lately…” “What has been distracting you? Is there anyway I can help?” At this I felt my face turn to fire. Still not making eye contact with him I just shook my head. I heard his chair move and then his hand was under my chin lifting my eyes to his, “What is wrong? You can tell me. I promise I’m just here to help. You are my favorite student and I hate to see you like this.” My heart was racing and soon his smell was all around me and before I could stop myself my hand reached for his strong arm and I started to say, to say what I was really thinking but then I stopped scared of what he’d think. He squatted down on his knees and placing a hand on my knee he continued to search my eyes. And then I did something I don’t think either one of us expected. I leaned in and kissed him and he was still, but only for a moment before his lips moved across mine. His hand moved to the side of my head and pulled me forward as our kiss become fervent. Then as quickly as it began it was over and my shallow breathing was the only sound in the large room. “I shouldn’t have done that,” he barely wingspread above my head. “Why?” He let out a sigh, “Because you are my student.” “Only for a week more,” I said as I ran my hand down his face. I wanted to continue, I wanted him to pin me down and ravish me but I knew I couldn’t force him and I knew my blood was boiling hot right now because of the response my kiss got. I waited holding my breath for what would happen Bayrampaşa escort or what he would say. His hand was down at my neck making small circles close to my shoulder and collar bone, I could barely stand the friction so close to my heaving chest. I kept wishing it would drift down closer to my aching my body, I wanted his touch so much I felt like I was going to explode if something didn’t happen soon. My hand fell from his arm to his thigh and then I heard him moan softly and I didn’t even realize what I had done. He shifted in his chair and pulled back from me. “I want to..trust me I want to but we can’t not now and especially not here.” My boiling hot need for him quickly changed to anger. I jerked away from him and grabbed my stuff and proceeded to leave without a word. He grabbed my arm and pulled me to his chest and leaned down and in a moment his lips were on mine again kissing. He nipped my lower lip and I moaned into his mouth. I wanted to taste his tongue but he stopped the kiss when I tried but pulled me closer to him and my head rested on his shoulder. His breath tickled the top of my ear as he held me. I finally looked up and said,“Just one week.” I smiled up at him and he smiled back. He held my hand to the door and opened it for me and let go as the door opened and we returned to reality where he was my professor and I was student. He was friendly but we weren’t friends and most certainly in the world we weren’t lovers. I didn’t even look back as I walked off to my car. I knew if I did I wouldn’t be able to pretend that we were all the things we weren’t outside of that classroom door. One Week Later I was standing in front of my cat Rory asking if he liked my purple dress. I had just gotten Beşiktaş escort bayan out of the shower and my hair still dripped with water. Tonight I was going out on a first date in many months. I was nervous even my hands were shaking a bit but I was also so excited. Everything I did getting ready was thinking about him, down to my choice of hairstyle and the shoes I wore. I knew I was probably spending too much time and worry about how I looked but I wanted it to be perfect. I smoothed my dress over my hips and put my shoes on before going down stairs. He had insisted on picking me up even though I lived out of town a bit. I tried to sit down and relax but seconds later I heard my dog barking and my heart raced in my chest. I grabbed my purse and tried to make myself relax by taking deep breaths before I heard a knock on the door. I went to answer it and he was there in jeans, and his famous plaid shirts. I smiled and he took my hand in his and led me to his car. He opened the door and I got in. He went around to the other side and placed his hand on my thigh making my body instantly get hot but I just tried to remind myself to breath. The night passed with good food, lots of laughs and deep conversation. After dinner he drove me to a local park and we got out and started walking around the lake. The moon shown brightly and not many people were around. He held my hand and when a chilly wind blew up he pulled me under his arm as we walked and talked enjoying each other’s warmth and touch. We got to a part of the park that was pretty excluded from view and he stopped and turned my chin up towards him and planted his warm lips on mine. His hands moved from my face to my neck and one resting on my hip as I pushed myself deeper into his mouth. This time when he nipped my bottom lip I didn’t let him pull away but pushed my hot tongue into his mouth. He moaned and didn’t push me away but pulled me even tighter against him. His mouth tasted better than I had imagined and I never wanted to stop but I came to a sudden halt as I felt his fingers slowly sliding my skirt up.